I am such a big failure.......................…

I failed grade 11 math with a 35%. I am sick of math. I failed it in grade 10 as well. I can't find any jobs online that don't require math except lawyer which i don't want to be because law school is too competitive. I am smart in sciences such as chemistry and biology. I am also smart in health. I wanted to become a doctor but math took a **** on my head. I wanted to become a health inspector, then math took a bigger **** on my head. Now i wanted to become a forensic psychologist. Guess what? math took the biggest **** on my head. I am sick and tired of math, i feel like killing myself at this very moment. No matter how hard i try and how hard i study, i get anxiety on math tests and quizzes and fail them. Is there any job that doesn't require math?